Jay Z FINALLY admits he cheated on Beyonce

Jay Z dropped hints on 4:44 that he had cheated on his wife Beyonce. But the Grammy winner has never come out and said outright that he stepped out on her.

That changed on Wednesday when the hip hop legend, 47, sat down with Dean Baquet from The New York Times for a very revealing chat.

The New York-born entrepreneur not only admitted that he been unfaithful to his wife of nine years, but the Young Forever singer also said that therapy kept them from getting divorced.

He also touched on his difficult friendship with Kanye West, but went out of his way to insist he will always love Kim Kardashian's husband and that they will laugh at these spats when they're 89.

Jay Z started talking about the infidelity when he addressed the scars he still has from his past.

Those scars led to him push away his wife, 36. And that led to the cheating that she addressed in Lemonade.

'You have to survive. So you go into survival mode, and when you go into survival mode, what happens? You shut down all emotions. So, even with women, you gonna shut down emotionally, so you can't connect. ... In my case, like, it's deep. And then all the things happen from there: infidelity,' he said.

He has never named the woman he cheated with. Beyonce has called her 'Becky with the good hair.' 

First she touched on his straying on Lemonade.

Then he addressed it on 4:44.

But he said that it was not planned that way and they were actually going to do a joint album. 

'We were using our art almost like a therapy session. And we started making music together. And then the music she was making at that time was further along. So, her album came out as opposed to the joint album that we were working on.'

He added: 'We still have a lot of that music. And this is what it became. There was never a point where it was like, "I’m making this album." I was right there the entire time.'

The music made them 'very, very uncomfortable.'
Jay told the NYT: 'But the best place in the hurricane is in the middle of it.
'The best place is right in the middle of the pain. And that's where we were sitting. And it was uncomfortable. And we had a lot of conversations.
'[I was] really proud of the music she made, and she was really proud of the art I released.
'And, you know, at the end of the day we really have a healthy respect for one another's craft. I think she's amazing.'
And Jay Z even hinted that they could have divorced.
'You know, most people walk away, and, like, divorce rate is like 50 percent or something ’cause most people can’t see themselves.
'The hardest thing is seeing pain on someone’s face that you caused, and then have to deal with yourself.'